I’m on tumblr, so I must be really fucking depressed.
What’s going on is, I’m dating a guy I don’t like and waiting around to break up with him because I can’t do it in Feb (our one year, valentine’s, and my birthday) and I feel alone and shit because of that. Now I like this other guy who acts like he likes me but says he’s probably going to marry his girlfriend. The last guy I liked said he was picking out rings for his. Why can’t I get what I want?
I WANT HIM
I WANT TO BE HAPPY
I WANT TO BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME TOO
I want to kill myself but I won’t.
The Lord is very unkind.